my slipper

Two week ago, I went to carefour with my family. I wore a simple T-shirt and pants. I wore a pair of slippers also. I was looking around when my mother bought her necessities. Suddenly my slipper was broken when I walked. I was totally embarrassing because people saw me and laughed at me. I was  walked quickly and went out from the carefour. After that my mother bought a new pair of slippers for me, despite they were simple. I was still lucky and grateful because there were no of my friends seeing the incident.

i know them

I don't want to be a scapegoat when everything goes wrong. Don't be mocking me ! Don't underestimate me ! Cause, I dun like it at all. Who you are to do such a thing to me ?? It is awfully pathetic. I fell that I am abandoned if I can't do something.

I want to be a part of them but occasionally my parent don't support me, and when that happens, I feel so lonely. Lonely cause everybody are busy with their own occupation.

But I have been thinking about this for awhile. Perhaps,my parent have a good way for me. They will give me
a good mature. Well, I confess that sometimes parent also will make a mistake.

So, I learned something new today. There are :

1. I have to be a mature

2. I should to be an independent girl

3. I have to be a self confident person

4. Be a positive thinker

5. the last but not the least. always grateful for what I have and learn to love God more deeply.

In God I trust ! (:

a true friend

you're here
but I saw you there
There's sorrow in my heart
you never know

there's always laughing behind weeping
I never understand
meaning of friend in your eyes

I just wanna yelling !
until the wind knows what I fell
until the wind sends all of it
until you know what exactly I need

like crying in the rain
you never know
meaning of every each of tears
I need a TRUE FRIEND

Nobody's Child

I'm very grateful with what I have already. There are many children don't have a family. Many children are orphan without affection from their parents or forbearance and good future indeed. That the reason I'm awfully grateful for who I am, what I have.

Many children can't be like me. No mommy's kisses and no daddy's smile. Like a flower, they are growing wild. There for, u shouldn't to be fussy for what u already get.

crazy friendship :D

I have already made "SIM" and "KTP". It had been taking time for 4 hours and made me sleepy. In addition, I couldn't go to meeting or companionship. Just luckily that the meeting had already canceled when I went. My daddy said that I had to be mature from now. I think, I should to starting from sociable with another people and be positive thinking for everything.

After reached home, I got a message from my friend who visited me to go his friend's house. And I went there. In there, we played many games, from funny games until crazy games. hahaha. We played card games, we call it " tepok nyamuk" (I dun know in English tepok nyamuk. hha)and " snack and stairs ".

After finishing it, we played bicycle and then went to other friend's house. We took many photos there. And the truly funny time is we made a story from the photos which already taken by us. That is crazy games but unpredicted moment.

Valentine..

I could write this blog now because I just get online.. This is very late.. This valentine i didn't make chocolate at all. I have many assignment, must keep my little bro n sis, must do all my homework and all all.. I want give chocolate to my friends, but i don't want to buy it. I just wanna make it by myself indeed.

Beside that, I got some chocolate from my friends. There are many for me.

Oh, almost forgotten.. I got some gifts from my friends to me.. There are birthday gifts..   There are some another gifts. I don't take the photos.  hehehe.. Thank you all.. I love it and will keep it.. (:

 

my sweet seventeen (:

18/02/2010.. This is special day for me.. This is my SWEET SEVENTEEN's birthday. Despite my parents and i don't celebrate that, i'm still happy. Besides that my parents make a small surprise to me at home. My daddy bought a cute pink cake.. hehehe.. and he give me a beautiful necklace. It's awfully exciting. My mom cooked many foods. There are awfully delicious.. Hm yummy. I will never forget this day.. (:

In addition, on this day i couldn't go anywhere. That is happened because I had assignment where I had to made keychain. So my friend came to my house and did it together. I did it at 15.00 until 22.00.. So sleepy and exhausting. Sad truly !!! :(

This is my cake..Sweet Cake surely !! hahaha

Thank you for your forbearance..

Thank you for your affection..

Thank you because you always bothering about myself..

Thank you for all what you have provided to me..

Thank you for all your attention to me, you re my good parents for me..

I say sorry from the bottom of my heart because as long as I always make you worry about me. 

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With Pray and Love

Pauline❤