My Pray *

Tuhan dengan kasih
Kau menghidupkan makhluk hidup
Dengan kata - kata
Kau membawaku dekat padaMu

Jika aku bungkuk karena beban dan
Jika aku tersandung batu
Papahlah aku

Kau menerima orang-orang lemah
Menghibur orang-orang yang bersedih
Membantu yang menderita

Bila aku melakukan sesuatu yang salah
Tegur aku ya Tuhan
aku takut mengulangi untuk kedua kalinya.
Terimalah aku ini didalam KerjaanMu.
Amin..

poem - LELAH

awan berarak seakan mengawasiku
terik matahari terlalu panas tuk kurasa
perjalanan seakan tiada henti
mengejar jawaban yang tak kunjung datang
kutanya pada burung yang berkicau
tak ada jawaban
kutanya pada rumput yang bergoyang
semua membisu
Lelah ...
LELAH aku menghadapi ini
aku ingin kembali
kembali menjadi diriku sendiri.

Two is better than One.

I see the doubt in your eyes
there is a sorrow
I don't know why this all began

it's hurt to say for me
sayin' i'm fine
hard to walk alone


you don't need to smile
if you hurt inside
you can hold my hand
and you'll see
there is someone who cares

I wanna see your smile
laugh together
reach our dreams
coz' I'm thinkin'
Two is Better Than One

penyakit manusia dan penyembuhannya

Macam - macam penyakit dari luka batin :

1. Penyakit sealu merasa paling menderita didunia, Tuhan tidak pernah adil, tidak pernah mendengar doa dan mengabulkannya.

Penyembuhannya :

a. Philipi 4 : 2-6 (Nyatakanlah segalanya dalam doa dengan ucapan terimakasih).
b. Mazmur 23 : 1-6 (Tuhanlah Gembalaku)

Kesaksian : Biasanya setelah merasa berterimakasih karena Tuhan banyak membantu kita dan kita tidak meminta hal yang bersifat duniawai namun memuji dan memuliakan Tuhan terus, maka Tuhan akan memberikan sesuatu yang tidak kita duga.

2. Penyakit selalu ingin dipuja, ingin menjadi yang terdepan, tidak pernah mau dikalahkan, menjadi yang nomor satu, dan selalu menganggap orang lain remeh dan sering mengeluarkan kata - kata pedas. Padahal dihadapan Tuhan orang yang menerima cacian dan mengampuni akan menerima pahala sedangkan yang meremehkan mendapat satu dosa tambahan lagi.

Penyembuhannya :

a. Matius 18 : 1-5 (Orang yang merendahkan diri yang terdepan)
b. Matius 20 : 20-28 (Menjadi yang mulia harus menjadi pelayan)

Kesaksian : Ada seorang Bos Lippo Bank, saat digereja ia membawa kolekte sambil mengatakan " Saya menjadi pelayan saja sudah bahagia".

3. Kebencian dan dendam yang berlalur larut terhadap sesama (saudara, teman, tetangga, dll)

Penyembuhannya :

a. Lukas 7 :1-5 (hal menghakimi sesama)
b. Lukas 10 : 25-37 (orang samaria yang baik hati)

Kesaksian :

a. Teman yang sukses dari susah, namun hidupnya menderita karena mendendam atas pilh kasih dari orangtuanya kepada adiknya sehingga ia selalu membenci saudaranya, orangtuanya, dll.
b. Carter foundation menceritakan tentang seorang anak yang diperkosa ayahnya sehingga ia menjadi buta.
c. Kesaksian Nico Kily-kily dari kecil selalu diadu tinju dengan kakaknya untuk mendapatkan sesuatu karena ayahnya petinju sehingga saat dewasa, ia menjadi bos preman.
d. Seorang sakit kanker jantung stadium 4 ternyata seorang pendendam berat terhadap temannya, setelah berkonsultasi dengan Romo, ia memaafkan temannya dengan tulus dan akhirnya kanker tersebut hilang !

Valentine's Day

            On February 14^th, we always celebrate valentine’s day. In habit, everyone gives something to someone such as flowers or chocolates. It’s kind habit and we are proper to celebrate it. Why is should be celebrated ?

            The first reason is everyone can share their affection and love. Love can combine everyone in this world. It can go over the limit of religious, country, and culture. We can give love to parents, children, cousin, friends, orphans , paupers, etc because valentine’s day is not only intended to boy or girl friend.

            Secondly, affection and love need struggle. In example, St. Valentine was killed by Caesar Claudius II. Caesar forbade every young boy to marry because he thought that young boy is stronger  to fight in war than married person. St. Valentine forbade Caesar’s law. He helped people to marry. Eventually he was caught and killed by Caesar.

            Thirdly, despite love should be given everyday, but if we can provide one day more special than usual, why not ?

            Fourthly, Valentine is an opportunity to do something more to person who we loved. It is like helping your mother or give something to paupers, etc. we can express our feeling with different way.

            The last, on Valentine’s day, we usually give flowers or chocolates. Do you know, what is benefit of chocolate ? Chocolate has many benefits such as reduce the risk of heart disease, cancer, stroke, and as an antioxidant that can make a long life. “ Chocolate can improve the blood circulation ,”said Njike in her presentation at annual meeting at American college of Cardiology Scientific in New Orleans.

            Based on the reasons above, we should respect the valentine’s day, despite we have different religious and culture. (:

my slipper

Two week ago, I went to carefour with my family. I wore a simple T-shirt and pants. I wore a pair of slippers also. I was looking around when my mother bought her necessities. Suddenly my slipper was broken when I walked. I was totally embarrassing because people saw me and laughed at me. I was  walked quickly and went out from the carefour. After that my mother bought a new pair of slippers for me, despite they were simple. I was still lucky and grateful because there were no of my friends seeing the incident.

i know them

I don't want to be a scapegoat when everything goes wrong. Don't be mocking me ! Don't underestimate me ! Cause, I dun like it at all. Who you are to do such a thing to me ?? It is awfully pathetic. I fell that I am abandoned if I can't do something.

I want to be a part of them but occasionally my parent don't support me, and when that happens, I feel so lonely. Lonely cause everybody are busy with their own occupation.

But I have been thinking about this for awhile. Perhaps,my parent have a good way for me. They will give me
a good mature. Well, I confess that sometimes parent also will make a mistake.

So, I learned something new today. There are :

1. I have to be a mature

2. I should to be an independent girl

3. I have to be a self confident person

4. Be a positive thinker

5. the last but not the least. always grateful for what I have and learn to love God more deeply.

In God I trust ! (: