i know them

I don't want to be a scapegoat when everything goes wrong. Don't be mocking me ! Don't underestimate me ! Cause, I dun like it at all. Who you are to do such a thing to me ?? It is awfully pathetic. I fell that I am abandoned if I can't do something.

I want to be a part of them but occasionally my parent don't support me, and when that happens, I feel so lonely. Lonely cause everybody are busy with their own occupation.

But I have been thinking about this for awhile. Perhaps,my parent have a good way for me. They will give me
a good mature. Well, I confess that sometimes parent also will make a mistake.

So, I learned something new today. There are :

1. I have to be a mature

2. I should to be an independent girl

3. I have to be a self confident person

4. Be a positive thinker

5. the last but not the least. always grateful for what I have and learn to love God more deeply.

In God I trust ! (: