i like this words (:

aku boleh menangis nanti tapi aku akan menikmati setiap detik yang ada sekarang.
-Eliot-

Kau ambil keputusan dan kau tidak boleh menyesalinya

We can't cure the worLd of sorrows, but we can choose to live in joy .
-Koizora-

Aku tidak perlu membuat alasan untuk perbuatan yang tidak ku lakukan. aku tidak peduli kau mau percaya atau tidak.

aku lelah. aku hanya memberi jalan untuk satu tujuan. aku hanya berharap. Jika cinta itu tidak ada lagi dihatimu. Tetaplah jadi sahabatku.

Tersenyumlah maka dunia akan ikud tersenyum bersamamu. (:

aku tidak pernah memaksamu untuk memikirkanku. knp kau selalu memarahiku, apa kau selalu benar ? jika kau menyukai seseorang, sukai dia. jika tidak, ya tidak. kenapa harus begitu rumit ?

i fell in love with you the moment i saw you ^.^

apa yang harus ku lakukan agar kau benar benar melihatku.

watching time !

i wanna watch new moon, and persuade my friends to join and go together. but, some boys don't like watch new moon. so i was disappointed. i and olivia persuade them until thursday but they gave uncertain thing. so, i think i will persuade my daddy to pick up me go to movie. On thursday , i can't go to school, coz my daddy can't take my report, he had meeting in his office. i got call from my friend, said she was waiting in school, she wanna go. so, i am shock and panic. because i don't take a bath or have a breakfast yet . i call my other friend to tell her abot this news. haaaaa ~

so here we are, in the school. wanna watching with my friends, who they didn't wanna watch when i persude them yesterday. hmm but it's enough. we went to PV and watch comedy and horror movie. not new moon, because u know ya, boys don't like watch it. i guess, they are jeolous with EDWARD . hahaha. ^.^
had lunch woth my friends at hoka" bento . and took many photos in TOILET. hahaha.. we are narsis ! self confident is not wrong, you know ! ^.^

DECISION

12 -13TH Des 09

I went to Cibodas and stayed there for two days. that is my first Retreat, but it was exciting awfully. scenery, the air, and all there is beautiful. we praise the Lord together, many my friends was crying and some of them was collapse(included me >.<). i was feel blessed and i wanna join retreat like this again someday. two day one night is so fast ! but it was unforgettable moment to me. ^.^
you must join also !! ^.^

at there, i bought bracelets for me and my friend, so we wear same things. don't forget to bought some souvenir. in the bus, we was playing riddle and joking together. many profit i got when i join this activity, i got new friends, i was bleesed !, learn to know something new, etc. 

confused !!!

my church friend hates me i guess. why am i thinking like that ? when sunday, mudika paloti must went to trinitas because we had a choir job. when we wanna came home, we dicided to go PURI mall, wanna shopping and find present. we went to puri by motorcycle, so i and carol went there together. Mr.x said, he just tired suddenly. made all confused included me ! so, finally went to puri without him.
the next days, when monday i had meeting for christmas day party. mr.x came but he didn't came in, just call my friend and ask something and then go away . he didn't want to join. argh ! what happend with him ? thrusday is choir practice, he didn't want said to me anything.he came but he didn't want pick up my friend. i confused. he hates me or my friends ? make me crazy
i don't know how many problem happend in my life again.
not only that, i had problem at school also. what happend with me !? i just wanna be friend for everyone, but why it must happend, why it must like that ?
eventhough i still HOPE and positive thinking although it's hard to me. ):

shopping time !!

i went to palem Mall and bought many clothes in there. hmm, i bought 7 clothes. sooooo many and i wanna buy clothes again someday. hahaha.

any suggest what i  should bought ?

i suggest my friend to watch new moon, coz i don't watch it yet . how pity !! why new moon should premier on exams' days ? haaaa, wanna watch christmas carol also, it's look good movie.

now is holidays but until now, i don't know what should i do . i just wanna watch. hahaha