i like this words (:

aku boleh menangis nanti tapi aku akan menikmati setiap detik yang ada sekarang.
-Eliot-

Kau ambil keputusan dan kau tidak boleh menyesalinya

We can't cure the worLd of sorrows, but we can choose to live in joy .
-Koizora-

Aku tidak perlu membuat alasan untuk perbuatan yang tidak ku lakukan. aku tidak peduli kau mau percaya atau tidak.

aku lelah. aku hanya memberi jalan untuk satu tujuan. aku hanya berharap. Jika cinta itu tidak ada lagi dihatimu. Tetaplah jadi sahabatku.

Tersenyumlah maka dunia akan ikud tersenyum bersamamu. (:

aku tidak pernah memaksamu untuk memikirkanku. knp kau selalu memarahiku, apa kau selalu benar ? jika kau menyukai seseorang, sukai dia. jika tidak, ya tidak. kenapa harus begitu rumit ?

i fell in love with you the moment i saw you ^.^

apa yang harus ku lakukan agar kau benar benar melihatku.

watching time !

i wanna watch new moon, and persuade my friends to join and go together. but, some boys don't like watch new moon. so i was disappointed. i and olivia persuade them until thursday but they gave uncertain thing. so, i think i will persuade my daddy to pick up me go to movie. On thursday , i can't go to school, coz my daddy can't take my report, he had meeting in his office. i got call from my friend, said she was waiting in school, she wanna go. so, i am shock and panic. because i don't take a bath or have a breakfast yet . i call my other friend to tell her abot this news. haaaaa ~

so here we are, in the school. wanna watching with my friends, who they didn't wanna watch when i persude them yesterday. hmm but it's enough. we went to PV and watch comedy and horror movie. not new moon, because u know ya, boys don't like watch it. i guess, they are jeolous with EDWARD . hahaha. ^.^
had lunch woth my friends at hoka" bento . and took many photos in TOILET. hahaha.. we are narsis ! self confident is not wrong, you know ! ^.^

DECISION

12 -13TH Des 09

I went to Cibodas and stayed there for two days. that is my first Retreat, but it was exciting awfully. scenery, the air, and all there is beautiful. we praise the Lord together, many my friends was crying and some of them was collapse(included me >.<). i was feel blessed and i wanna join retreat like this again someday. two day one night is so fast ! but it was unforgettable moment to me. ^.^
you must join also !! ^.^

at there, i bought bracelets for me and my friend, so we wear same things. don't forget to bought some souvenir. in the bus, we was playing riddle and joking together. many profit i got when i join this activity, i got new friends, i was bleesed !, learn to know something new, etc. 

confused !!!

my church friend hates me i guess. why am i thinking like that ? when sunday, mudika paloti must went to trinitas because we had a choir job. when we wanna came home, we dicided to go PURI mall, wanna shopping and find present. we went to puri by motorcycle, so i and carol went there together. Mr.x said, he just tired suddenly. made all confused included me ! so, finally went to puri without him.
the next days, when monday i had meeting for christmas day party. mr.x came but he didn't came in, just call my friend and ask something and then go away . he didn't want to join. argh ! what happend with him ? thrusday is choir practice, he didn't want said to me anything.he came but he didn't want pick up my friend. i confused. he hates me or my friends ? make me crazy
i don't know how many problem happend in my life again.
not only that, i had problem at school also. what happend with me !? i just wanna be friend for everyone, but why it must happend, why it must like that ?
eventhough i still HOPE and positive thinking although it's hard to me. ):

shopping time !!

i went to palem Mall and bought many clothes in there. hmm, i bought 7 clothes. sooooo many and i wanna buy clothes again someday. hahaha.

any suggest what i  should bought ?

i suggest my friend to watch new moon, coz i don't watch it yet . how pity !! why new moon should premier on exams' days ? haaaa, wanna watch christmas carol also, it's look good movie.

now is holidays but until now, i don't know what should i do . i just wanna watch. hahaha

SYUTING SYUTING lol~

I've got assignment from my Indonesia's teacher. Our class must to made a film and must be finished in December. So, we made a film with title, DIA TANPA AKU. Romantic, sweet, sad film.

the story is like this , one day Lyla and Jeff went to the beach. Jeff likes Lyla, but Lyla didn't like him, Lyla see Jeff just as a best friend. And then Radit came to Lyla's school, he is a new student in there from Singapore. Radit likes Lyla and, Lyla likes Radit also. ^^ Short in time, Radit had a disease and die. So Radit persuaded Leon, his bestfriend to kept Lyla. sad ending T,T

the players,
Michelle who author and to be a good sutradara
Agung who manage all and to be cameramen
Claritia to be Lyla
Olivia and Me to be Lyla's Friends.
Nitto to ne Jeff
Tommy to be Radit
Hermawan to be Leon. and etc
hahhaha.

Nb : i'm so sorry, terrible sorry because i lost our letter T,T

visit cheese factory

Saturday, Nov 21th 2009 sains classes went to sukabumi, baros valley. we must arrive at school at 6 am, but it was getting late. many students came late. so, we left the school at 7 am. the trip was very exciting but wasting time also. we spent 4 hours in our trip. at 11 o'clock, we arrived at Baros, cheese factory. the first thing what we do is took photos together. hahaha ^^
the air at baros is very cool, i like that ^^ at the factory we drank yoghurt :D the taste was very delicious. after that, we was explained about how make cheeses. many question that must we do. and then, we had lunch together. not forgot to buy some souvenirs. I bought cheese chips. ^^ yummy (:
not only that, we went to cow's stable also. and then we learned about history of Baros. and the last (this's very exciting) is games ! we had a games.
at 4 pm, we went home. bus 2 was already go. but there was a problem that occur with bus 1. and then we must wait other students in bus 1. it was taking many times. so, we went home at 9 pm. and arrived at jakarta at 12 pm. hahaha ^^
that's unforgettable moment for me. i want to go somewhere again with them :D